Feelings off

There are things we don't say
There are messages we  don't send
There are calls we don't make
Feelings we can't share
May I turn off my feelings?
I want it but they don't let me...
Sometimes I wish to be like a stone
Feel nothing at all
I try it i really did
Then I discover that stones sometimes break...
Yes, I break in pieces but I don't tell I don't show
You will never watch.

It's impossible not to feel
recycled memories
I don't allow them!!
But everything you told me remains...
I want to kill my brain.

Oh nice people...why are you so nice?!
I say no! STOP!
People come and go all the time
We want to forget
We never will, so sad.

Nobody wants the pain
But everybady lose something
Get real and don´t regret
All moments you had
Make you a Winner

You don't need to see someone all the time
you don't have to speak
You don't have to touch
You feel
You Know
I know
They don´t.